Smile :) by Uncle Kracker

A very nice song.
Simple lyrics with a thousand meaning.
Smile guys :)
Enjoy!!

Life 1

Hey guys, as I promised, here I come with this post.

I don't really know what I should write here. I am not running out of things to write. In fact, there's to much to be written out. Where should I start? Many things happened since I'm 'disconnected' with the internet world. Let's start with now:

Life has been pretty hectic lately. Trial, diagnostic test, exercises, add maths!! Seriously, I can barely breathe. Life is getting complicated, complicated, and complicated. Faith and trust seems to fade day by day. How is it possible to go on with life when I'm losing these two important elements. I'm really tired. I'm tired of this and that.

Despite of all those heart-breaking and emotional feelings, I have something else. I have you! Yes, you. I have supports from sis, mom, and papa, and of course my friends. They have been my best medicine and supports.. They are addictive, just like drugs!! They are the one who always keep me motivated especially sis!! *Sab, touch?? lol*

And yea, of course, there's time we broke down, fall, and failed. The most important is to get up and get back on the track. Tomorrow will be a better day. Just hold on to this, and you'll be alright.

p/s: I didn't expect what I've written up here. I thought it would be something very sad, it wasn't want I plan. And yes, I'm shock, how the negative thoughts can turn into this. Mood is swinging 24/7.. lol..

Okie guys, till then, see ya next time:

Xoxo,
Sha

Hey

Sorry for the long silent!!
I promise new post will be coming up very soon..
And I mean very SOON!!!
Till then, toodles :)

Love,
Sha sha

Dawn vs. Dusk

Out of a sudden, just feel like posting a post about this.
I definitely prefer dawn than dusk.
Even though both of them give no big difference from sight view,
Somehow, there's a big, huge difference between them.


Dawn kinda gives me the feeling of hope, rebirth, start of something new..


~Dawn~



While dusk,
Seems to be the end for the day, twilight year, hopeless and alone..


~Dusk~


Sadly,
Both of them are just too short to behold~

Love,
Shasha

One day off

When you read this title, i supposed you know which day I'm talking bout:) It was 2oth of August. ELS organized a trip to Kuala Lumpur. We didn't want to go at first as trial is coming up. Plus the H1N1 case..Somehow, we went because there's too little of us that will be going. And so, we went. It turned out to be quite fine. We managed to snap some photos and went Old Town for our dinner^.^ We went to the art exhibition, Mid Valley, Beryl's Chocolate factory and The Mines..So, here's some photo's that we took:

Awesome painting by Mr. Liew Choong Ching:






Photos with my dearly friends:












That's all for today!!! Peace and have a nice day!!

Love,
Shasha

H1N1

Hey, guys.I have been updating blog quite often lately. Yea. School is closing for one week, 6 days to be exact due to H1N1. I'm not feeling well since last week. So, went to check last week, everything was alright(The doctor said). Then, I starting to feel better and ate a lot of 'garbage'. We bought the Asian type 'French fries' from Koperasi. Oh yea, for two days i think, then worsen the conditions already.

So, we went to checked again yesterday. WHAT THE FISH!! Body temperature is 39 degree. The doctor said' My dear, you have to be very careful, drink lot and lot of water' . Then I was like, ok..That's a little scary...So, after we took the medicine from counter and paid for the bil, we went back..

Before I went to check, I received calls and smses from several friends..Which is very touching..

-As usual sis will call from UM then she'll tell what happened in the U and asked how we're doing.

-Then, Aaron called. Chat..Then somebody was calling him and we hung up..

-Patrick called..She said:Hey sha, how are you, Ming shu said you're not feeling well..See doctor already?Take care' (something like that)

-Then when I was waiting for the doctor, Manda called. She said: 'Sha, are you ok? Aaron told me you're still coughing..Take care.Tell me what the doctor said.. (Again, something like that..lol)

-The Dieh text me: 'Hey dear, how are you now'

After that, I replied them and told them what the doctor said..Then Aaron called again:
Aaron: 'Hey Shah. See the doctor already? How was it?'
Sha: Ok la, haven't die yet..

Then he said he's going to watch movie with Patrick.( I cut out the embarrassing part, Aaron..lol)
So, I talked to Patrick.
Patrick: 'How'?
Sha: Ok i think...Enjoy your movie..

Back to Aaron..

Sha: What time your movie start?
Aaron: 10.30 p.m..Okla..You take care..Have a good rest..
Sha: Ok..Bye

(Those conversations are not complete as I couldn't remember..lol)

I took my medicine..All of a sudden I felt so lonely. Thought of calling
-Ming Shu*Let her rest la, so late already*
-Dieh*She might be sleeping at this time, not a night owl*
-Manda*I think she's spending time with her family*
-Sab*Call her, I'll cry,sob*
-Mel*He didn't reply me sms, might be busy*
-Aaron*Watching movie*
Patrick*Watching movie with Aaron*

So, I didn't call anyone. I listened to Red fm and read 'Diary of a young girl'. I couldn't sleep well. Kinda afraid will never wake up again..

Ok..That's all for today! My friends, thank for those calls and smses. You don't know how much it means to me..Take care~~

Love,
Shasha

Diary of the day

27/07/2009
Monday
Rainy Day

It's 2.10 p.m. I just got back from school about 45 minutes. I had two papers todays..English and Modern maths. It was raining when were doing the modern maths paper.. It was really heavy downpour. RAINING CATS AND DOGS!! Everyone was kinda pissed off, seeing their graph papers getting wet..Those who sat near the windows had to move to the other side a little. However, it was real nice. I mean, the weather is very windy and it got me into the emo emo mood..LOL...

The wind blew, I closed my eyes...
I was trying to feel the tenderness...
Somehow, I'm struggling...
Struggled to feel it..
I failed to feel it..
Perhaps, the burdens were too heavy at that time?
And once,
I tried again..
I could feel a little this time..
I tried for the next few times..
I really felt it this time...
The feeling was really good..
It's beyond words to explain..

So I guess what I'm trying to say is: We have to try. Again, again, and again..Yes, there'll not be instant results..It always take time to see the results. I could feel the calm, serenity, tranquil even though it was thundering and in the middle of the exam(not really good to do that actually, in the middle of the test..lol)..So, be strong.. And pick up the pieces when it all shattered apart..There's always ups and downs in our life..Failure in studies, jobs, families, friendship, relationship.. The only thing that can fix things up is you, yourself..Overcome it, appreciate it, seize it.. Try it, do it with your heart and soul....There's always a miracle..You just have to work it out and keep believing in it...

p/s: Sorry for getting a little bit emotional..Haha..Have to study for the next paper already..If i didn't score for mod maths,well, blame the wind..(Joking lar)Lol...Wish me luck babe~

Love,
Shasha